| Have you ever felt exposed? Like you opened up a secret window and let someone peer in. And then that person knew, they knew all your secrets or at least some of them, things you haven’t really told anyone. Wishes, dreams fantasies that you had desired to keep dormant, suppressed, confined? And what if this person had awaked these feelings, what would you do? How would you handle it?
Do I really want to go down this path? Do I really want everything that goes along with it? What if it’s a part of me? Something that is in me something I can’t control. Would you be as confused as I? How about scared? My mind is racing, gears are turning, I’m trying to make sense of it all but yet I can’t. What would you do? Maybe I really do know the truth and am just too afraid to admit it. To myself or anyone else. How is it that some people just have a way knowing some things about a person? Thing about a person that even some of there closest friends don’t know. Maybe it just takes a special person to recognize it. It feels like a secret society, where only members of the group recognize each other. This person is not the first to see the truth. Not the first to know the desires I harbor deep inside. There have been one or two others. So the question is why do I keep fighting? What am I afraid of? What’s the worse that can happen? Maybe I will enjoy it? Who knows? How would you handle it? What would you do?
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